Mr Walker said he wanted a public apology from the port company for the leak and the inquiry findings to be made public. "If they sweep it under the carpet then one of my workmates could be next." He said not knowing who was responsible had removed much of the pleasure of working at the port.
"I used to enjoy going to work. Now, I just feel violated when I go back there. It was personal stuff I thought was between me and them. I thought I could trust them."
Mr Walker had praised the company for its actions during the time of his wife's illness and death. "For them to come out and violate our trust, it made me think they're not the good guy after all."
He said the leak had made public more details about his personal life than even he knew. "I didn't know the exact number of days I had off." The details published included information known to only a small group, he said.
The online leak attracted dozens of comments attacking Mr Walker, including references to his being "ungrateful" and "disloyal".
"These people don't know the full story. They're not in my shoes. It was like receiving hate mail."
Whaleoil blogger Cameron Slater, who enjoyed access to the ports during the strike, said the information had been sent anonymously from "multiple" sources. He said he had no regrets over its publication.
A spokesman said the port company could not comment because the Privacy Commission process had not ended..