The other thing I did wrong was that several years ago I started to notice some things I didn't like in the Wikipedia entry about me, so I took them out. To do that, I created a user-name that wasn't my own. Using that user-name, I continued to edit my own Wikipedia entry and some other people's, too. I took out nasty passages about people I admire - like Polly Toynbee, George Monbiot, Deborah Orr and Yasmin Alibhai-Brown. I factually corrected some other entries about other people. But in a few instances, I edited the entries of people I had clashed with in ways that were juvenile or malicious: I called one of them anti-Semitic and homophobic, and the other a drunk. I am mortified to have done this, because it breaches the most basic ethical rule: don't do to others what you don't want them to do to you. I apologise to the latter group unreservedly and totally.
If it was the other way round - if a journalist I disapprove of had done something analogous - I'd be withering. I'd say, it's not hard: get your quotes right, and don't be mean about other people in a way you find painful when it's directed at you.
Spare me the self-pitying excuses. Plenty of people have your problems and pressures and none of your privileges, and they don't do anything half as awful.
The worst part of this for me has been thinking about two sets of people. The first are all the readers over the years who have come up to me and told me they like my articles and believe in the causes and the people I've been championing. I hate to think of those people feeling let down, because those causes urgently need people to stand up for them, and they need their defenders. The second are the people here at the Independent, whom I have watched for the past eight years working phenomenally hard to get their stories right and to produce world-class journalism. I am horrified to think that what I have done has detracted from the way they get it right every day. I am sorry.
But offering words of apology is not enough. Christopher Hitchens once wrote: "If you don't want to sound like the Pope, who apologises for everything and for nothing, then your apology should cost you something." I agree.
So first, even though I stand by the articles which won the George Orwell Prize, I am returning it as an act of contrition for the errors I made elsewhere, in my interviews.
And second, I am going to take an unpaid leave of absence from the Independent until 2012, and at my own expense I will be undertaking a programme of journalism training. (I rose very quickly in journalism straight from university.) And third, when I return, I will footnote all my articles online and post the audio online of any on-the-record conversations so that everyone can hear them and verify they were said directly to me.
In my work, I've spent a lot of time dragging other people's flaws into the light. I did it because I believe that every time you point out that somebody is going wrong, you give them a chance to get it right next time and so reduce the amount of wrongdoing in the world.
That's why, although it has been a really painful process and will surely continue to be for some time, I think in the end I'll be grateful my flaws have also been dragged into the light in this way.
I would like to apologise again to my readers, my colleagues and the people hurt by my actions.
* Some of Hari's work has, over the years, been published in the Herald.
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