Kim Kardashian and Kanye West at the 2020 Vanity Fair Oscar Party on February 9. Photo / Getty Images
Kim Kardashian and Kanye West at the 2020 Vanity Fair Oscar Party on February 9. Photo / Getty Images
Kim Kardashian has revealed why her seven-year marriage to Kanye West failed on the finale of her reality show.
The 40-year-old billionaire businesswoman, who filed for divorce from the 44-year-old rapper in March, is seen telling her mother Kris Jenner why she's no longer invested in their relationship in thelast ever episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians, which was filmed in December.
"I've never ever thought I was lonely … I thought I could just have my kids, and my husband moves from state to state, and I'm on this ride with him and I was okay with that," Kim says.
"But after turning 40 this year I realised, 'No, I don't want a husband that lives in a completely different state'.
Kim and Kanye at Paris Fashion Week in March 2020. Photo / Getty Images
"I thought that was when we were getting along best. But then that is sad to me. And that's not what I want."
The mother of four, who married West in 2014, said her billionaire husband gave her all the "extravagant" things in life, but that she was now yearning for "smaller experiences".
"I want someone that … We have the same shows in common. I want someone that wants to work out with me," Kim begins.
"Every single day, Khloe [Kardashian] and Tristan [Thompson] and I would work out at 6am, and I was third wheeling it for a good eight months in quarantine, and I was so envious of that.
"It's the little things is what I don't have. I have all the big things.
"I have the extravagant, everything you could possibly imagine. And no one will ever do it like that, and I know that, and I'm grateful for these experiences, but I think I'm ready for the smaller experiences that I think will mean a lot.
Kim adds: "I'm ready. I'm not rushing it. I don't have any final decisions I want to make. But I do know that I will be happy."
Kim also told her mother she had been seeing a therapist to work through the situation.
"I'm waking up at 40 and just realising I want total happiness. Obviously complete bliss is not a full reality, but if I can have that majority of the time, that's all I want," Kim says.
"I've worked so hard in life to achieve everything I've wanted to, and I've lived up to my expectations, and achieved 10 times more than I even thought was humanly possible ... But I don't have a life to share that with.
"Like I do, obviously my kids, but am I just going to sit here and think 'Okay my kids fulfil me and I'm good?'"
In the previous episode, Kim was seen breaking down after having a "huge fight" with West, following a rocky few months after his infamous presidential rally and Twitter meltdowns.
