Independent Botany MP Jami-Lee Ross has involved his personal psychiatrist in a new podcast series about mental health.
In the podcast, Ross interviewed Dr Hugh Clarkson who offered his clinical assessment of Ross, saying he had an "adjustment disorder".
"This is a reflection of the idea that there were pressures on you that you were reacting to, as opposed to having developed some sort of illness process out of the blue," Clarkson said.
"There were pressures you were under that were generated entirely from the outside and there were pressures generated inside and they interacted in complicated and rapidly changing ways."
He said Ross was trying to respond to those issues and trying to make sense of the situation.
Last year, Ross resigned from the National Party after an independent investigation concluded it was most likely he who leaked the travel expenses of National Leader Simon Bridges to the media. Ross denies he was the leaker.
He was admitted to the mental health unit at Middlemore Hospital at the end of October after a late-night incident and discharged three days later.
In the podcast, Ross said when he came out of hospital it took him weeks before he went back to his electorate.
"I couldn't even go to the supermarket in Botany because I felt the shame of everything that was being said about me."
He said it was important that mental illness was destigmatised.
The podcast is, in part, funded by the Parliamentary Service and includes the cost of staff involved in research and editing.
Clarkson volunteered to be on the podcast and was not paid to be on.
The interview is part of a podcast series Ross launched to use his personal experiences as a way of helping other people and raising awareness.
In Question Time today, Ross questioned Prime Minister Jacinda as to why New Zealanders were still waiting for the Government's response to the inquiry into mental health and addiction.
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