He added: "I poured myself a vodka in the morning and started writing until the tears filled my eyes and I couldn't see the page anymore.
"I kept trying to figure out what I'd done to deserve this. I'd tried being kind to everyone, helping everyone, being truthful to everyone.
"The truth is most important to me. And all this still happened."
Following Depp and Heard's divorce, the latter won a whopping US$7 million in her settlement, which she split between two charities, American Civil Liberties Union, and CHLA.
Meanwhile, The Mandel Company hit back at his allegations of fraud, negligent misrepresentation, wrongful foreclosure and a breach of fiduciary duty with a cross-complaint.
In court documents at the time, the firm stated: "TMG did everything within its power over the last 17 years to protect Depp from himself and to keep Depp financially solvent . . .
"However, ultimately TMG did not have the power or ability to control Depp's spending or his numerous other vices, or to force Depp to make wiser financial decisions."