That is the reaction from an ecstatic Zoi Sadowski-Synnott , who went from second reserve to snowboarding gold medallist at the X Games in Aspen.
The 17-year-old Olympic bronze medallist has become New Zealand's first snowboarding X Games winner, triumphing in the slopestyle. Shehad already claimed the snowboard big air silver.
"I haven't done well in a slopestyle competition for a while so this was mindblowing to me — I'm stoked," she told Newstalk ZB's Martin Devlin from Colorado.
"I don't think I've ever got 90 before in slopestyle so that alone I was so happy on — it didn't really matter where I ended up.
"Then found I had won ... to do this today, I can't believe it."
Zoi Sadowski-Synnott wasn’t even competing in today’s snowboard slopestyle final until this morning, and she came out firing from the start, never giving up the top spot, earning a 90 on her first run and a 91 on run 2. 🥇Sadowski-Synnott 🥈Hailey Langland 🥉 Enni Rukajarvi pic.twitter.com/PW8AeJjftc
Sadowski-Synnott became the first reserve during the week when Austrian Anna Gasser pulled out. Hours before the competition, she found Slovakia's Klaudia Medlova has also withdrawn after suffering an injury in practice.
"You have my spot now," Medlova told the young Kiwi.