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Tara Brown's killer speaks out: 'My actions are unforgivable'

Anna Leask
Anna Leask
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27 Feb, 2017 08:05 AM4 mins to read

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      Lionel Patea says he cannot remember beating his ex-partner to death - but he would take it back "in a heartbeat" if he could.

      Patea was jailed for life today after he pleaded guilty in the Brisbane Supreme Court to murdering Tara Brown.

      In September 2015 Patea followed his Kiwi-born ex - who had a protection order out against him - after she dropped their young daughter at day care, ramming her car off the road and beating her to death with a 7.8kg metal fire hydrant cover.

      The 7.9kg metal  fire hydrant cover used to kill Tara Brown. Photo / Brisbane Supreme Court
      The 7.9kg metal fire hydrant cover used to kill Tara Brown. Photo / Brisbane Supreme Court

      The Herald has obtained a handwritten letter Patea, 25, penned to the court expressing his remorse.

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      The letter was written specifically for today's court hearing.

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      It was supposed to be the first day of an eight-day trial for Patea, however first thing this morning he changed his plea to guilty.

      He claims he cannot remember killing Brown.

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      Brown's mother Natalie Hinton told the court she had not read Patea's three-page letter, nor did she want to.

      Justice Debra Mullins released it to the media after sentencing today.

      Lionel Patea was sentenced to life imprisonment. Picture / News Ltd
      Lionel Patea was sentenced to life imprisonment. Picture / News Ltd

      The letter reads:

      There are no words that can possibly describe how remorseful I am for the events leading up to and on September the 8th of 2015.

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      Nothing I can say can bring Tara back.

      Nothing I can do can get her returning home to us.

      If there was I would do it in a heart beat.

      I would like to apologise from the bottom of my heart to both sides of our family - especially to her later father Patrick.

      Pat, I really let you down.

      I would like to apologise to my daughter.

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      These events and outcomes are simply unspeakable and I only have myself to blame.

      So many people have been affected by this.

      The question that haunts us all - how such a tragedy like this could ever have even happened?

      Unfortunately I don't have the answers and can't clarify it for myself either.

      I hoped today in court gives everyone personally involved some sort of closure.

      Tara was everything to me.

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      Those of you that were close to her, those of you that were close to us all know how my sun rose and set for her.

      She was my everything - still is.

      Tara was a dream catch, that one-in-a-million girl.

      Beautiful, gentle, warm, kind hearted and loving.

      My own angel on earth - that is how she will always be remembered by me.

      That is how I want her to always be remembered by everybody else too.

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      (My daughter) has lost a mum and dad. Both families lose.

      A mother, daughter, father, sister and son.

      There is no winning here, it's a loss for everybody involved.

      My actions were unforgivable and I do not expect forgiveness.

      I am not expecting any leniency from the Crown here today either.

      Life is jail is only part one of my sentence.

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      Living out our days without Tara is part two.

      The hardest sentence of all? One day I am going to have to explain to my daughter what happened to mummy.

      As (she) grows old I expect her features and her demeanour will be constant reminders of how beautiful her mother was, the likeness in her being so familiar - like mother, like daughter.

      I will endeavour to rehabilitate whilst in custody.

      Maybe one day I can help prevent another occurrence like this from every happen ding again.

      I pray that Tara's legacy thrives and lives on in (my daughter).

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      Lionel John Patea, 27/02/2017

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