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The Christchurch woman who stabbed her partner to death and buried his body in his compost heap has taken the stand to defend herself today at her murder trial.
She claims the fatal assault came after an "altercation" and the death was the result of "both" of their actions.
But the Crown is adamant she "lost the plot" and killed Martin Berry in "a fit of rage" in a moment of "hostility and anger".
Rena Joyce is accused of murdering Berry, 55, at his Main North Rd home on or around December 29, 2020.
He was stabbed in the neck and back and his throat was cut.
The Crown alleged the attack only stopped when the blade of the knife Joyce was using lodged in Berry's spine and broke away from the handle.
Berry's body was then dragged from his home and buried in a compost heap, under rotting food, leaves and vegetation.
It is unclear whether he died in the house or while lying in the crude grave.
Berry's remains were found two weeks after he died - when Joyce went to the police and confessed she had "manslaughtered" him.
She says the death was accidental and has pleaded not guilty to a charge of murder.
This week the jury heard from 31 Crown witnesses.
The Crown closed its case this morning and defence lawyer Richard Peters then opened the defence case, saying Joyce would give evidence.
He asked her to confirm that the information she gave to police at her evidential interview the day of her arrest were correct.
She said yes, they were.
Peters then handed over to Crown Prosecutor Pip Currie for cross-examination of Joyce.
Joyce confirmed her relationship with Berry was "dysfunctional" and there "was a good deal of violence".
But she rejected that she was the main aggressor of the domestic violence.
"No, [it was] both of us," she told the court.
"We both assaulted each other ... We were both dysfunctional at the time, and it was 50/50."
Joyce claimed she could not recall details of some assaults on Berry because she was "so intoxicated".
Initially, Joyce argued with Currie saying she "would not kill anyone" and did not accept she killed Berry - despite her two-hour confession to police.
"Accidentally, he was hurt ... I admitted to manslaughter and accidental without intention," she said.
"[It was an] altercation between two people ... It was a joint decision, there was a lot of alcoholism and drugs involved.
"It was both of us - we both got hurt."
She conceded she did kill Berry "to a certain extent".
"But it was not death intentional ... I would say it was a combination of everything but yes his death happened ... I have acknowledged that but it wasn't just me alone," she said.
She denied cleaning the crime scene.
She said she used sheets and a rug to cover it and cleaned the rest of the house but left the site where she killed Berry so police could "get DNA".
Currie put to Joyce that she had shown no remorse - even in her confession.
"You were feeling sorry for yourself and what a bad situation you had got yourself into," she said.
"You seem to be more concerned about what was going to happen to you."
Joyce agreed with Currie "to a certain extent" then reeled off that she was "very ill" when she handed herself in and had not eaten or slept for 10 to 14 days and there could have been "a bit of confusion" around her story.
"I loved Martin, I always loved Martin and I've always stood by him ... but I can't change him," she said.
Joyce explained why she did not try and get help for Berry after the stabbing - which Currie said was "callous" and undignified.
"He was dead ... He died in my arms, when we had the altercation he died," she said.
"I had a little bit of a blackout, when I came to, yes he was removed from the property ... I don't deny it."
She denied "dragging" Berry and said she "gently put him by the bird bath" by pulling his body on a sheepskin rug.
"You don't know what went on at that property, I know what went on and I'm here to tell you," Joyce stated.
Currie also grilled Joyce on where Berry's possessions went after his death.
The jury heard earlier that the only items left in the house were his records, some shoes and books.
The Crown alleges Joyce dumped his property in a number of rubbish bins.
Joyce refuted that today, saying while she gave some clothing to "the homeless" she had the rest with her.
She said as his partner she was "entitled to" Berry's belongings including "wedding bands, engagement ring and clothes".
"I have them at the prison ... I'm keeping them - this is somebody that I loved and cared about."
Currie accused Joyce of lying in her statement to the police and trying to "blacken" Berry's character.
"Towards the end of the relationship it was very toxic, we couldn't live with each other, we couldn't live without each other," Joyce replied.
She said on the night of the alleged murder she felt "a combination of anger, love, hate" towards Berry.
This afternoon, Currie and Joyce went back and forth on the facts of the case.
Curries said much of what Joyce told police was "rubbish" and "quite rehearsed".
"Can you tell us how you can 'accidentally' stab someone accidentally at least nine times?" she asked.
Joyce said: "I don't know".
Currie put to Joyce that she had "hostile and angry thoughts at the time" of the alleged murder.
"You did just snap, you lost the plot, you lost your rag and you killed Martin Berry in a fit of rage."
Joyce said Currie was "incorrect" and maintained Berry was partly to blame for the "altercation" and ultimately his own death.
Both the Crown and Defence have finished presenting their cases.
They will give closing addresses to the jury on Monday and then Justice Eaton will summarise the case before sending them to deliberate on a verdict.
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