"Have had too many of my moments / This week at work / Where my heart has stumbled / And I've lost my breath / You know, those moments / My moments you know well / When with a single glance / You could somehow see / My spirit falter," reads the first stanza.
"Those moments that you saw me through / When you'd play a prank / Make a joke / When you'd distract all the eyes / And all the lenses / Just to give me a chance / To stand behind a door / To gather myself in private / In order to carry on.
"I would've done that for you / People would've lined up to do that for you."
Martin's poem finishes with her writing: "I hate your demons / But I love your guts / And man, I'mma miss you"
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