He remains determined to become "the first professional artist in space" but suspects it will be with a rival Dutch venture aiming to blast its first clients out of the Earth's atmosphere by the end of this year.
Another Kiwi on the waiting list, high-tech entrepreneur Derek Handley, said from the US that he remained intent on becoming one of the first civilian astronauts.
"I take heart from the spiritual weight and encouragement of every great civilisation in history behind us ... marvelling at our collective dream of making space accessible to all," he said.
But it was "a bitter truth that brave heroes must risk their own futures to unlock new frontiers for ours".
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