It wasn't just scary, it was depressing. It was doable, sort of, but all the "basics" I had taken for granted had to be questioned. Whether to turn on the tumble dryer. Heating one room only. Which is cheaper, having the electric blanket on for one hour or making a hot water bottle?
Lot of supermarket brands got switched to the "no frills" versions, some of which were ghastly. Certain cans of baked beans eventually went uneaten. I stopped running the car to make sure the insurance commitments were met and rode a bike to work. I lost some weight. And some happiness.
Going out was only possible if other people paid for me and that was probably the worst of it: being, essentially, reliant on others for any fun. Wondering how I would cope with large, one-off, uninsurable expenses was frightening. A broken hot water heater or a tooth needing a crown would have set me back months.
The whole experience left a lasting impression.
How much you, personally, will need for retirement is naturally very individual. I do, however, suggest shocking yourself several times a year on the Sorted website. There are some excellent calculators to be had so please, use them all the time. I do mine monthly.
It is daunting, but it keeps things real. By checking in with yourself at regular intervals, it makes it easier to see if you are on track or not. If you are behind, it is so much less painful to fix, say quarterly, than if you wake up one day at 64.75 years old and find yourself out of currency.
The "how much is enough" question forms the basis of investment planning. Whether you do this on your own or use the services of a professional, this figure forms the crux of it. It gives you something to aim for, a goal.
Find your number. Add up what you spend now, shave a chunk off and decide if you could live happily on this later on. Use a calculator to see how much your KiwiSaver will be worth when you retire.
Factor in a little government Super. Find the gap, if there is any, between what will have and what you will need. Shoot for it with KiwiSaver. Or with KiwiSaver and an additional savings scheme (gives you more flexibility).
And then keep going as if the Super might not be there after all and as if your life depended on it. In a way, it does.
-Caroline Ritchie is a former AFA, sharebroker & portfolio manager. She runs Investment Stuff, an investment coaching service. Visit her at www.investmentstuff.co.nz. Statements in this column are not financial advice.