After all 1421 people turned up to compete on Sunday, which was a beautiful day.
I would expect that many athletes tossed and turned over whether or not they could be bothered with the half-ironman. I certainly did. Ultimately my support crew insisted on an effort.
It wasn't a perfect performance by any means. The swim was a shocker. "Lay-down Sally" Robbins, the infamous Australian rower comes to mind. But I picked up 239 places on the bike and another 100 on the run for a respectable if unspectacular six hours 17 minutes finish. As I sat in the recovery tent I focused on the positives, including the fact that this was my first-ever half-ironman. A personal milestone to take home and think about.
Hawke's Bay athletes were everywhere, and some covered themselves in glory. Including the amazing Ali Hollington who was first in the women's 45-49 age-group, and tough-as-overcooked-steak Brett Mudgway, second in the men's 55-59 age-group. Both should be Kona (World Championships) bound. James Bell, rookie Faryn Ngawaka, Callum Campbell and John Moriarty were among those who joined them in finishing in under five hours. Respect to those talented people.
But it's the vibe that most remember, and while it was a half-ironman distance there was definitely an Ironman feeling on course. It felt good to be out there amongst people who in short order had put personal disappointment aside, looked at the glass as half-full and gone out to test themselves.
Just over halfway through the 90km bike it came to me that I had to forget the embarrassment of my swimming debacle, stay calm, work hard but not burn myself out. The job for the day was to thank the brilliant volunteers for giving up their Sunday, honour the supporters who lined the run route offering encouragement to all and sundry, and finish with a smile on my face for my loved ones and friends who had given me their support. That's what I did.
I can't afford to compete at Ironman New Zealand next year. But I sincerely hope 2013 doesn't have the Claytons factor. "I am an Iron" was funny for a moment, but it was an expensive joke for many.
Grant Harding's final Ironman New Zealand 2012 blog will appear on www.hbtoday.co.nz in the next 24 hours.