It was shocking to hear that a helicopter pilot had been killed while trying to bring the fire under control. I simply didn't think it could get any worse.
Then, on Wednesday, the fire seemed to rear its head with more vigour.
I started reading about places being evacuated that I had fond memories of.
As a kid, I'd clamber over the rocks at Victoria Park.
I went to friend's birthday parties at Westmorland and I'd walk up Dyers Pass Rd on balmy summer evenings.
I listened as people called Newstalk ZB speaking about the smoke and the rubber-neckers clogging up Sparks Rd.
Even though Hawke's Bay is now my home I longed for my old home, the one that's been rocked by far too many earthquakes and now ravaged by fire.
Christchurch has had a rough ride.
Cantabrians are tough and will get through this but come on Mother Nature give them a break.