I was far too focused on convincing myself I could indeed step off the platform. Into the lift I went. Suddenly I was heading up, up, up. The window in the elevator didn't really help, the ground just kept getting further away. Out I stepped and made my way to the waiting room. That is a long way down I thought to myself, just low enough I can still see where I am landing, but high enough to cause concern. The person before me jumped. The wire whizzed through the turbine. OK, breathe. I really need to breathe. He could do it. I could.
I was called through, attached to the wall with a long cable, went through the gear check. Thankfully, the guys in charge were rather entertaining, and I soon forgot, almost, I was jumping off the Sky Tower. Pulling multiple poses for the camera, including 'swan' and 'squirrel', laughter meant I had to continue breathing. Attached to another wire now, I stepped out to the platform.
When staring down at a concrete jungle, 192 metres seems much higher than it is. More posing photos, more laughing, more oxygen making its way around my body.
Finally, I walked to the edge.
As I held onto the two bungy cords either side, I was still rather unsure as to whether I would be letting go when they said "go!".
The countdown began. I let go. And just like that I was falling at around 85 km/h toward the ground. There is still something unbelieveably freeing about falling. I know how odd that sounds, but I love it. Wanting to fly as a child has translated into this. The fall was worth the nerves!
As usual I finished the morning off with a big breakfast and a stroll through the city, pondering just how incredible it is to jump off things - especially the Sky Tower.
For anyone who loves adrenaline or falling, this is a must for you.
To find out more go to skywalk.co.nz.