Debra and Phil McLean on their wedding day in August last year. Photo / Supplied
Debra and Phil McLean on their wedding day in August last year. Photo / Supplied
Phil McLean spent the final 24 days of his life cared for by Waipuna Hospice. Now, his wife Debra McLean wants to give back to Hospice by doing a 24-hour walking fundraiser in Mount Maunganui.
Debra and Phil were married on August 8 last year, but their story began manyyears before.
"I had known Phil since I was knee-high to a grasshopper, but we didn't get together until much later, after life had taught us a few lessons," Debra said.
"We were soul mates, he was the best thing that ever happened to me and I was the best thing that ever happened to him. We were meant to be."
Phil was diagnosed with stage four bowel cancer in October 2018. However, Phil was determined to live life to the fullest, and not let cancer get the better of him. He remained positive until the end.
After spending a wonderful Christmas together surrounded by their friends and family in 2020, Phil began to deteriorate.
"Phil wanted to be at home and make the most of the life he had left in his own space, and with the help of Waipuna Hospice that was possible. Waipuna Hospice was on board supporting us for 24 days leading up to Phil passing away," Debra said.
"I stayed home to help care for Phil, and every day a nurse would come to the house to help with pain relief, assess Phil's situation, and just check that everything was okay. They were never in a rush. They would take their time and just be with us.
"They always went above and beyond to make sure that not only Phil, but the whole family was okay. Nothing was ever a hassle or too much trouble. They fitted into our life like family members."
On February 8, after a courageous fight and on their six-month wedding anniversary, Phil lost his battle to cancer.
"Life has been really hard since Phil passed away, but the care and support from Waipuna Hospice has continued for myself and my three boys, from counselling to massages; and I know they will be there as long as we need them."
It was during the last few weeks of Phil's life that Debra recalls talking to Phil about her desire to give back to Hospice, and do her part to help – she just wasn't sure how.
Taking inspiration from a walking fundraiser she organised in 2020 for The Cancer Society's Domain Lodge, Debra thought that perhaps it was time to up her step count, and take on another walking challenge.
Debra completing her last walking fundraiser with Phil and her friends and family by her side. Photo / Supplied
"Services like Waipuna Hospice wouldn't exist without support from the community, and I am the type of person to give back and repay someone's generosity when they have helped me.
"That's what made me want to give back to Hospice – they had helped Phil and me so much, so I knew I had to do something to help them.
"Last year, with the help of the community, and my amazing friends and family, I was able to raise 10K for the Domain lodge. This time, I want to help Waipuna Hospice.
"I am doing this for them, and to honour Phil. When I told him I wanted to do this for Hospice, he was behind me 100 per cent, and he agreed it was for a great cause.
"This walk isn't just about Hospice and raising money though – it's also about me and my healing process. It's benefiting me mentally and helping me deal with my grief."
Starting at 2pm on August 6, Debra will walk around the base track of Mauao and the surrounding streets, in a figure-eight loop for the entire 24 hours – pulling inspiration from the important numbers and milestones in their life together.
Helped by friends and family, Debra is determined to complete the 24 hours and said anyone was welcome to join her for part of the walk.
"Phil's motto in life was to never give up, and he didn't until the very end. He never let cancer get him down and continued to laugh and remain positive for as long as he could.
"I intend to honour Phil and not give up on this challenge, I will walk the full 24 hours, and see it through to the end. I know it is going to be tough, but I have an amazing support network ready to help me, the community behind me, and Phil with me always, so I know I can do it."
• Search "Debs 24hr walk for Waipuna Hospice" on givealittle.co.nz to donate.
