But there is one girl who gives me home,
Like only one girl can.
And when I’m home she lets me know,
I am indeed her man.
Time kills.
Flies
spread the disease
Carpe diem.
But
wash your hands
Spring has a zing, a time to sing, when hope is high and on the wing
A time of nests, discarding vests, spraying pests and cricket tests
Blossoms blooming, bitterns booming, sweet produce looming, insects zooming
Flex your green thumb, but don’t be dumb and end up with a sunburnt bum
Get out the hose, have a sunny doze, no more test buds up your nose (?)
The equinox, a nesting box, bare feet or jandals, no more socks
Bulbs all showing, more lawns for mowing, the lawn chairs out from winter stowing
Daylight saving, creative craving, spring cleaning slaving, new flowers waving
Most young men’s fancy, full of elation, turns to thoughts of (re)creation
Just what that may mean is hard to say?, But there’s more of us each passing day
Break out the beers, to welcome cheers, let’s all say goodbye to winter’s fears
A time of hope and new beginnings, a few less losses, a few more winnings
Once your ice cream’s more of a melter, lets hope it’s goodbye to Covid Delta
I dazzle in small measures; one colour at a time,
hoping to catch your gaze long enough to reflect it back
Most days I am brushed off, stepped through or waited out,
left in your footsteps or clinging to windows watching,
but sometimes in idle afternoons you will
see me in the haze, feel me settle on your skin
In the morning cold I freeze around you,
hoping to appear in a puff of your breath,
or to wrap around your numb hands
and sink my teeth in
As the sky thaws I lose my grip,
recoiling at ground too hot to touch
and left with doubts piled to the edge of space,
ardent torrents of breath bringing typhoons
I let my hope spill over despite myself,
floods washing away any foundation
until you sink beneath my best effort
to drip into your quietest moments
In the end I always dissipate,
a passing shower forecast elsewhere,
so I'll hide in the spring
sky until I burn away
I sleep with the ranch slider open, and the electric blanket cranked up.
Not sure if I'm hot or cold; maybe I'm just right.
Awakened by the conversation being held by two pīwakawaka outside my door, I wonder what the day will bring.
Taking flight, my friends leave me alone with my thoughts.
Another spring day in Tūranganui-a-Kiwa. My senses are alight.
Outside I sense movement.
Swaying gently in the breeze, lined up like youthful yellow soldiers, the daffodils are indifferent.
They know they are stunning. They seek no approval from me.
The beach beckons and, as I dress warmly, I imagine the crashing, thundering waves.
I am not disappointed.
Sea spray dances above the waves, trying to escape the treachery below.
Tangaroa is exhibiting his might today.
The cacophony is almost deafening and yet, is pleasing to the ear.
As I return home, I am greeted by the insistent bleating of new lambs in the paddock.
They gleefully kick their back legs into the air, an invitation to play.
For me, a cup of strongly brewed coffee.
As I stare into the depths of my cup, I see not my future, but my past.
Another spring day in Tūranganui-a-Kiwa. My senses are dulling.
Ahhhh, time to turn on the electric blanket and open the ranch slider, just a touch.
Spread out and boneless,
Just a wool rug in the hot afternoon sun.
The drop of a sigh the softest signal
This passing life is still present.
Only the occasional shifting grumble
From a D.N.R. sunbather
Meters the symphony of this Spring day.
The motorised heartbeat of manicured lawns
Gleaming green over the valley.
Discordant percussion as drunken tuis
Rustle and trifle
Across the blossom of a pink cherry tree.
Now brace for the crescendo
As an intermittent chainsaw
Cuts straight through
And into
The peace of the day.
I have been waiting in longing.
Dreaming of a sun almost forgotten.
Reconciling with my darkness.
Allowing death to work her clever magic.
My garden has been thoroughly weeded.
Upturned and freshly seeded.
Ready for the wind to sweep in carrying gifts of joy and sweetness.
The tease of new beginnings fill my emptied heart with promise.
I run to embrace the sun.
Caressing him against my skin
like an old flame I thought I’d never see again.
And so it is.
Another circle of wisdom.
As tui playfully swoop through the trees,
and birdsong can be heard through
the sound of the bees
I wonder...
Would we have noticed?
The sunshine can be felt
warm on my cheek,
Yet a chill breeze races up
from the nearby creek
And I wonder...
Would we have noticed?
Down the road
sprightly lambs are being born,
Frosty grass crunches
underfoot in the dawn
I wonder...
Would we have noticed?
With all of us at home,
nowhere to go,
and life once again turns
from Go to Slow
I wonder...
Would we have noticed?
Would we have noticed
the sound of a song,
from a bird or from the neighbours’ distant strum along?
I wonder...
Would we have noticed or even understood,
the subtleties of change and
the intricacies of good?
I wonder...
A run to the beach
and along the river walkway,
daffodils and freesias
line the path of my day
And I wonder...
Would we have noticed?
The world may seem crazy
during this time in history,
With pandemics and lockdowns,
next year is a mystery.
Thoughts of war,
and of floods and fires,
thoughts of who is truthful
and who are the liars,
Make it more important than ever before,
to notice.
Turn off the devices,
the phones and the noise,
put away for a moment,
the stuff and the toys.
Stand outside.
Breathe.
Appreciate.
And notice.
Last year I remember a resonant meme
"No offence but what a time to be childless"
This year I am with child
Not hapū but
A pēpi on my hope, even
More whines than wines
More nappies than Zoom parties
Much more 4am
Breastfeeding upright by the canned tomato in Countdown
The line was too long and he's cracked
Empty shelves and titi in aisle 5
We'll get out for a hīkoi, that should provide some Diverse Sensory Nourishment
Spread our legs?
That's what got us into this (delightful!) mess
Introduce solids with kamokamo puree
Interestingly identical at both ends
Another pukapuka
A millionth kapu tī
A little treat is not a treat if it's daily
More of a biscuit habit
Waste water testing for the region is negative, as is my nasopharynx
Yesterday I mowed the lawns
With pēpi in the front pack
Today I missed the 1pm with Ashley whilst writing
This stupid poem
I wake to the melodious bird song,
calling in the day,
Announcing that Spring is on the way.
They cling not to their troubled past,
But sing of the blessings
That they can grasp.
Like the spring flowers,
That stand tall above the weeds,
And dance happily in the gentle breeze.
The birth of babies,
Without a care,
New beginnings everywhere.
We can learn from our nature friends,
That worries are a season in time.
I look up, look out,
With a grateful heart,
This beautiful world is mine
1.In the warming sun
delicate pink touches blue.
To feel Spring, I smile.
2.Te rā gently warms…
mawhero opens anew.
Blossom! Buzz and hum.
The wet hem of spring,
dress of fresh bloom and dewdrops,
rises with the sun
Escape the darkness
I'll take a chance in the light
The dirt won't hold me
An awakening
Papatūānuku bursts
Bright cloak of kōwhai.
Frosty chill retires
Blossoms sing new melody
A spring in my step