A former Whangarei businessman on trial for drug dealing said he hid his addiction to methamphetamine from his family and friends out of embarrassment.
Bernard Simon Monk, 33, told the jury in the Whangarei District Court yesterday that he sold his assets to fuel his P habit which started in 2009 - a few years after he settled back in Whangarei.
Monk is facing two charges of possession of methamphetamine for supply and Warren Robert Henwood, 54, who is standing trial with him, with one count.
Monk elected to give evidence and said by 2009 - the year he sold his recruitment company - he was addicted to methamphetamine, taking up to 1.5g a week "just to be normal".
Two years later, he became heavily addicted to the drug in that he did not have a grasp of reality and consumed 3.5g a week. Monk said he would normally buy 3.5g at a time for $2000 before putting it in one-gram bags to last one week.
His addiction, he said, took a toll on his next business - The Cutting Shed - at the Okara Shopping Centre.
Monk said the $16,280 cash police found in the car he was driving on Riverside Dr on May 18, 2011 was part of proceeds from a Harley Davidson motorcycle he sold in April 2011 for just under $20,000.
On why he ran off into a mangrove swamp and discarded methamphetamine when stopped by police on Riverside Dr, Monk said he was embarrassed about his drug addiction which he kept as a secret.
He said he panicked because his girlfriend believed he wasn't using methamphetamine anymore.
On June 3, 2011, Monk said he arranged to meet and buy methamphetamine from Nicholas Nordstrand at Henwood's workshop on Herekino St where police later arrived.
The pair discussed drug dealing in an upstairs room, Monk said, because they didn't want Henwood to know what they were up to.
"Would you accept that you're the reason why this man (Henwood) is on trial for these serious charges?" asked Henwood's lawyer Wayne McKean.
"Yes I do," Monk replied.
Nordstrand pleaded guilty to a charge of possession of methamphetamine and was sentenced to four years in prison in August 2011.
The jury is expected to go out today after closing submissions.